Behind that fake smile is a million real tears
but no one ever knows
I was never that pretty girl that anyone ever looked at and thought oh my gosh she has to be mine. Im the fat friend. The just okay friend. Ill never the girl wish they would have talked to. I never will be. Im disgusted when i take pictures. I hate myself every time i eat. I just don’t wanna be here anymore. Im drowning and I’ve been drowning for soo long and no one has ever helped. No one has actually ever loved me tbh I can’t remember not one person ever falling in love with me and i can remember each moment where someones feelings toward me changed. I hate the person i am. The person I’ve become and the person im going to be simply because it’ll never be the real me. If i had a gun I would have pulled the trigger three hours ago. Ive never been more ready than at this very moment to end it all. I think ive finally broken.
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6 years ago
![itsalexr:
“quietstorm-thundathighs:
“chickflicksnharddick:
“ food-porn-diary:
“Lobster Mac & Cheese: Cavatappi pasta, gruyère cheese, Quebec cheddar, smoked gouda & béchamel sauce.[1080x1350]
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Whereeeeeee
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Mannn this would give me diabetes
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Lobster Mac & Cheese: Cavatappi pasta, gruyère cheese, Quebec cheddar, smoked gouda & béchamel sauce.[1080x1350]
Whereeeeeee
^^^^^
Mannn this would give me diabetes
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6 years ago
I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them.
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6 years ago
Fuck parties man I just wanna drive to the lake and look up at the stars w someone I love
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6 years ago